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Castle in My Dreams

Knocking on Death’s Door

This is about a horrific hospital / medical experience that took place many years ago. This piece is personal to me, as it remembers and records a very painful time in my life. This title contains images (my own and those I found in the public domain where I added color and made other edits) and has 4️⃣,8️⃣8️⃣4️⃣ words. PLEASE SCROLL DOWN. I'VE GOT LOTS OF LINKS BELOW❗❗❗

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This is my account of the respiratory illness I had in June of 1994.  My diagnosis was a severe case of pneumonia (which is why I was admitted to the hospital in the first place) and Staphylococcus Bacteria (which I believe I picked up while I was there) that attacked the lining of my left lung.  I was hospitalized for the duration of over 3 weeks; in hindsight, I reckon that the facility itself was not the newest or the cleanest on the market.  Nevertheless, there was no way to know the physical suffering that awaited me and lied ahead.  I would not receive a simple shot or simply leave with prescribed medication.

I was about to undergo something much more significant than that.



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THESE ARE YOUTUBE VIDEOS I FOUND ABOUT HA-MRSA ("Healthcare Associated" Methicillin-Resistant Staphylococcus Aureus or "Hospital Acquired" Methicillin-Resistant Staphylococcus Aureus) AND INFO ON EMPYEMA, PNEUMONIA, PLEURISY / PLEURAL EFFUSION, and THORACIC SURGERY:


PNEUMONIA: (Bacterial or Viral Infection)


https://youtu.be/EwtlMZiabyU?si=mSgxwZAM9nCrVr8X


https://youtu.be/IAQp2Zuqevc?si=kJVYo93LsFfwPHUO


https://youtu.be/b8_83UDfbbU?si=NWPzx9spxL0ncUVT


https://youtu.be/aCtfWiQChrw?si=mvvYU4D3QOC8IdLZ


https://youtu.be/q9dKz8UwEcY?si=GMQissUgTna-4oPM


https://youtu.be/qo7lk54rMQ0?si=n7CXee-KDp81-X18


https://youtu.be/dzJNabJAPaE?si=cZXjBcahK3Q-H260


https://youtu.be/fYrOCLi_4bA?si=FS3wNkCAb3kA6v0P


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HA-MRSA: (Methicillin-Resistant Staphylococcus Aureus)


https://youtu.be/iccZJPDI6g4?si=12aVEvAG9izHZMld


https://youtu.be/zsPymYnlFyo?si=ul4iyqCFyaLwcmdU


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PLEURISY and PLEURAL EFFUSION: (Fluid in Pleural Sac)


https://youtu.be/EAg-hXN8TSs?si=yqZpeimlx8_I11mT


https://youtu.be/gASiQ2I_4KY?si=aojo47BzYOrD25n7


https://youtu.be/gse9DI9vo1E?si=-K-1APuyj1qQl7QF


https://youtu.be/f6bngHjMLA0?si=XnxQCyRthVNkAQLY


https://youtu.be/hBm_XrmShlg?si=aCjSI3b4q9kc6PjU


https://youtu.be/5gcj0oPtdPI?si=9i26u80PbTfFVVfQ


https://youtu.be/IDLCwhijNG4?si=QlnF4qONb_xogcQG


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PNEUMOHEMOTHORAX: (Fluid / Blood in Pleural Sac)


https://youtu.be/KSm0YVmsEGw?si=iGr3dZvSdAd3M3F1


https://youtu.be/J7nZOPmiD18?si=XNDWKE9gOcYFI8TJ


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THORACENTESIS: (Removing Fluid from Pleural Space)


https://youtu.be/vwhJAllrK1E?si=EDXT1nbb3OlBiwLP


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THORACIC SURGERY: (This is the process by which to remove a small "wedge" of damaged lung tissue and the removal of pleural scar tissue.)

My surgery was in 1994 via my left side; my ribs there were pulled apart to allow for room to conduct the surgery and insert chest tubes. I was in the ICU a few times; my hospital stay lasted over 3 weeks.


https://youtu.be/ciO8L-xgyRM?si=IqDgYwOxEWoE_xR5


https://youtu.be/ZQ0HVng0XD0?si=vd_cSp5Igkl4aWbJ


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CHEST TUBES: (Large chest tubes were inserted during my surgery and also inside my hospital room. Very painful!!! Have a hand to SQUEEZE!!!)


https://youtu.be/IdmMR8JxmFo?si=gWOVqRV4ypyGDQLK


https://youtu.be/dJGLPfSyEg4?si=6TucW7QyniGho9Qv


https://youtu.be/o5HuiD51Su0?si=Yc7G4eh3K1F7E5ZR


https://youtu.be/WfoXkJM6XHw?si=ZicPskP_DZH5C09D


https://youtu.be/uxUxw7UAOac?si=-aComPkx-QUsymKJ


https://youtu.be/LbMIaWSfsYo?si=Wjc8o1m30EQQffSZ


https://youtu.be/JB-CqwMyrTM?si=0FD5EUAJDpuOmySB



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THESE ARE YOUTUBE VIDEOS I FOUND OF CASTLES:


https://youtu.be/-skjv5k-EbE?si=9ZCTq7Zn0lkuhF4A


https://youtu.be/XYsTJ8k406k?si=u54gawRJIxel0saY


https://youtu.be/Hr1G7xHA4So?si=Xdot1FyS7JK-XI9L


https://youtu.be/SW7nahf4-NQ?si=fQpH5yk0dntHHYUL


https://youtu.be/uXSFt-zey84?si=bCbH706_HIWIeTqL


https://youtu.be/hWagaTjEa3Y?si=tOrGJ4X-PUBxL5gA



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THESE ARE YOUTUBE VIDEOS OF MICHAEL JACKSON'S "GIVE IN TO ME"


When I was first admitted into the emergency room of the hospital, this song

played on loop inside my head. I like alternative remixes and extended versions

of music. I select what is most interesting both musically and visually.


https://youtu.be/lwTM2z5G3WM?si=Gwsfoexgr_Xn0W52


https://youtu.be/7Hdxu3AF6rs?si=SIaWLS7rfnARQRpD


https://youtu.be/jPQcwgILMzM?si=xdJJ7n1u-ptHnwYY


https://youtu.be/g5nuXU1pTBo?si=GPDs59WtjjHvlqY5


https://youtu.be/Qp30GhNeFsY?si=6UaozOys3RR0JglU


https://youtu.be/NGyIoi2_G_0?si=qEqrVFA5Kax_F6wA


https://youtu.be/zAg8EsN0nnE?si=YVFi4SjUQt61XMFD


https://youtu.be/ilAk44rHh1c?si=q4f-fTjYYYohu1Z4


https://youtu.be/5kD95SirYxM?si=1bs5l3VMUusHErBE


https://youtu.be/7XxcJYFgfa8?si=O0P5WK4P53UjB1MH


https://youtu.be/lsiAneRVLsk?si=1gaY78vDp9viFtyD


https://youtu.be/hVrTX3ngMpE?si=aJexEz9kVnwwzn46


https://youtu.be/-ovCFWvLo6Q?si=UE3L_otH0JJJqk7F


https://youtu.be/F9P4bz1jujM?si=Lbr9sxXwyNY3yZ5k


https://youtu.be/s6IObysI4oo?si=PPyPuzLk6OMJz4A8


https://youtu.be/dVzoezZ-keA?si=9wzMRC0vqhwvrLYN


https://youtu.be/winWlnT8upc?si=Ck4iBzco9VcUp80U


https://youtu.be/VOC26I-KIRs?si=jt17TlmseK0BKTAC


https://youtu.be/jC9FVeOwLzI?si=spnWmLEZkoIlLCc0


https://youtu.be/3QKqQNda8u8?si=MEAz1yvZCiy6M8IE


https://youtu.be/ikx7ZltGSoc?si=_-afHU0c4_TRZKL4


https://youtu.be/6m5Fe6rM87k?si=-jTYv1_EvbzY5Vl8


https://youtu.be/HIxDI5bNxU8?si=F7AOYjQm2mvUv-7O


https://youtu.be/mWWtQ0t9zjg?si=SMuD26TvoeaelCQH


https://youtu.be/fmZ4o642rrA?si=8s9GrdAgCygtsHcR


https://youtu.be/4rXdmCRjGWY?si=Lmqxg5a_jd_DYqR4


https://youtu.be/rNN8OU_L_VA?si=SDx505W1huoaKaEd


https://youtu.be/Zl_XiZhAdpA?si=HUoE7PpVjIP6s1SU


https://youtu.be/Na9sMsbZXEU?si=JkvbfKF9GQt2LNZ3


https://youtu.be/HFEpM99-gI8?si=7iG08JttFwjBNMOQ


https://youtu.be/tp5zYejAQQ8?si=hhrWb01ETu3NyBQF


https://youtu.be/5NkQ9eNTEpo?si=WlFlKrIOCsX27Z7S


https://youtu.be/AX0DPFGjuR4?si=57i99ibtA_z81C-R


https://youtu.be/TOPjTq85fl8?si=ClOi_Gsoal1yKthA


https://youtu.be/_wDPXbGAXX4?si=VhetOrtzze2fTtIT

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