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To understand the world where you live in… you need to understand first the people from the timeline of your life.

And once you start to understand it …. you suddenly realize that most of the feelings, desires and maybe thoughts were only … illusory things that dominated your life.

Me and my dear Arij started a philosophical journey … which we sometimes even name philosophical dance.

While dancing, we opened our hearts …. being very honest to each other … and concluded to a single thought …. one that defined life as an … illusion.

Writing down all what we have in our souls …. we ended with a book in our hands …. all being in fact the philosophical poems of our hearts.

Arij … as a young lady was listening to me … trying to understand how a man thinks.

Me …. on the other side …. I was very happy to hear the female spirit and see the other side of the story, the one that a man can’t usually see.

And the illusion … whispered to us so, so many times … that we had what to talk for many months in a row.

Today is weird … and even funny to read one more time all what we wrote … and even if everything was written from the soul … still so many contradictory tendencies make us wonder if we should define volatility of feelings, desires and thoughts …. as evolution or part of the illusory process of believing we are … alive.

We smiled … we laughed … and we always continued analyzing and defining all that we felt inside of our souls.

Reading again all those poems … reading in fact the masculine and the feminine view about the inner world … the own inner world … we realized in the end that maybe we are not so different as we thought.

We had … one single thought … and kept it in mind all the time.

Opening our eyes … or closing them … we saw the inner and the outside world … always … illusory.

We wanted to redefine this …. but we never succeed.

All we could do … was simple … smile in front of everything … and continue the philosophical dance.

But … we just … love doing it.

On …. and on … and on.

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