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About the Book
It was October 2022, and my now-ex-fiance had moved out of our trailer for good. I decided to end our relationship and thought I had emotionally moved on from them. I was dead wrong. What followed them moving out was something I could not have ever thought to experience. I began to experience extreme mood swings, controlling behavior, self-esteem issues, a new-found addiction to alcohol, and a gateway into self harm. This was just the tip of the iceberg, as I was constantly flirting with suicide on a daily basis. I could not begin to even tell you about how I went through an emo phase and multiple other phases as well due to my deteriorating mental health. I began to document my everyday life after our split through two separate journals over a twelve-month span. This is the true tale of how a breakup brought me to the realization that I was an abuser; becoming the same monster that I swore not to become as a kid. This is how trauma ruined my life and how it will ruin yours too...all from the mouth of an abuser
About the Author
Born in Cleveland, Tennessee, in 1999, Salud Kennamer is a Gothic internet personality (TenTillDeath) determined to spread mental health awareness through music, art, and social media. Mr.Kennamer would spend most of 2023 studying mental health, psychology, and various forms of trauma to better understand his past and the circumstances of others. This would lead Mr.Kennamer to pursue his master's degree in his pursuit to aid others in the field of human services.
In his free time, Mr.Kennamer studies psychology, produces music, sews custom designed clothing, and produces internet content aimed for the alternative culture.