Saturday’s Lust

“Uuuuhhhh!!!! DAAAAMMMMNNNN BAAAAYBEEEE!!!”

“Ya love this dick don’tcha Sexy!!” he whispered in my ear.

After 7’s “Takin’ My Time” couldn’t drown out my screams of passion as he drilled deeper into my walls. Digging my nails into his back, I braced myself for the orgasmic waves of his seed entering me as they found that their prospective home was already occupied.

“Mmm Sexy…” Kissing my neck, Franklin held me close as he hoarsely told me he loved me. “You are all the medicine a brutha needs!”

“Shh! Save your voice, Baby. You’ll never get it back trynna talk so HUSH!” I warned.

“Yes, Ma’am,” croaked my froggy voiced lover.

Just hours before, I’d called Franklin to see what he was up to only to hear that he was sick in bed with the flu! The Mother side of me kicked in and I immediately raced to his side. When I arrived, using the key he’d given me, I entered the bedroom and found Franklin in a sea of snot and booger filled tissues. My poor Baby! After getting Franklin into a hot bath (because he smelled like a hot mess!!), I began cleaning and disinfecting the bedroom. Just as I finished smoothing a fresh comforter on the full size bed, Franklin walked up behind me, grabbed my waist and spun me around to face him.

“I need medicine,” he said bluntly as he began undressing me to match his nakedness.

Smirking, I said, “You’re in no shape for that kind of activity, Franklin.”

Why does he always have to prove me wrong?!

As we lay cuddled and tangled up on the sheets, my cellphone rang.

“Please don’t be him!” I thought to myself as I retrieved the call. Glancing at the caller ID, I smiled. Cheerily, I sent the phone to voicemail. Turning my full attention toward my lover, I announced, “The doctor confirmed it. We’re pregnant!”

Sitting up fully and pulling me into his arms, Franklin exclaimed hoarsely, “I’m gonna be a dad?!”

“Yes sir!” I replied, rubbing my tummy. “In about 7 or 8 months, you’ll have a little Mini You runnin’ round here.”

“WE will! If we’re doing this, I wanna do it right,” Franklin whispered as he held my chin in his hand.

Chuckling, I said, “Ain’t nuthin right about anything we’ve been doing.”

“OK so you’re not exactly a free woman but now you’ve got all the reason to leave him if you didn’t before,” he stated, his voice cracking as he continued to ignore my warning by holding a conversation with me.

“I was trynna wait til after the holidays even though I really can’t fake another happy family scene with him but my apartment won’t be ready until next month and everyone else has family coming in so now’s not the time to crash on anyone’s couch,” I explained. “And I wasn’t hinting about staying here with you.”

“Why hint when I’m offering?” Franklin beamed. “You can have the extra bedroom if you don’t wanna sleep in here with me.”

Smiling at the offer, I said, “Lemme get this straight. My lover wants me to move in with him. No strings attached?”

“As long as you don’t change your mind about the baby, you can have whatever you want and everything you need,” Franklin said huskily as he took my hands into his. “Go and get your stuff whenever you like. You’ve got a key so move in when you’re ready but no heavy lifting. Leave that for me and the fellas. Don’t want you or the baby to get stressed.”

“Yes sir,” I said, giggling before glancing at Franklin’s digital alarm clock. Instantly my smile dropped into a frown as I realized I had to meet Mackenzie at his mother’s to finalize our holiday plans. “I wanna leave him, Franklin. I do. But that Devil side of me wants him to pay for his betrayal!”

Rubbing my belly, Franklin smiled. “Sexy, I think you already did that.”

“No, the baby wasn’t for retaliation against him. This baby is here because… Because…”

“Because you love me,” Franklin finished for me, with a kiss. “It’s ok to admit it.”

Playfully pushing him away, I said, “I love my freedom and independence and yeah I even love that I’m helping you but I’ll never ever ever ever…”

Franklin’s lips immediately covered mine as he prevented me from confessing that I didn’t love him.

Honestly I wish I could fully give myself to Franklin but after the hurt and betrayal I had received and accepted from Mackenzie, giving my heart to another man just wasn’t in my cards. Luckily, I didn’t feel that way about my body as once again Franklin and I found ourselves tangled up in the sheets.

“You know there’s more to me than my dick, right? Like, I’m a good cook, I’m in excellent shape, I make good money. Why don’t you want me?” Franklin asked as I reluctantly prepared to leave the sanctity of my lover’s abode.

“It’s not you, it’s me. Being with Ken convinced me that I’m better off single. I love sex too much to be with just one person but I gave all of that up for him only to have that muthafucka fuck around on me?! No. I’m better off single,” I stated with a definitive head nod. “And I may as well go back to being happy starting today so I might be back with a shitload of stuff. It’s time to put an end to this madness!”

“That’s my girl!” Franklin smiled as he pulled me in for a kiss. “Want me to go with you?”

“No because I don’t want to stick around to introduce you two. I want to go to him and just end it, get my stuff and move on with my life. The sooner the better. I’ll call before I head back over here.”

Walking me to the door, Franklin finally stayed silent. I know his throat was killing him, trying to bark out his usual sexual commands while he had laryngitis. Luckily we were so in sync that he could’ve gone completely mute and we would still both get full satisfaction.

“Call me if you need me,” he said, using sign language.

“I will,” I replied before softly kissing him goodbye.

Before I reached my car, my cellphone rang in my purse. Knowing who it was, I didn’t bother answering to hear Mackenzie’s fake concern of my whereabouts.

“You wanna know why I’m not at your house? Because your lying trifling ass is there! Dumb asshole!!” I seethed as I navigated my car into the afternoon traffic.

Once again, my cellphone rang. The irritating ringtone confirmed that the third call was from Mackenzie. Not one to talk while driving, I ignored the calls as I headed toward my next destination. Pulling up outside the apartment building, I called first to make sure he was at home.

“I’m outside,” I smiled when he answered after two rings.

“Come on up. The door’s open.”

Leon was pure fun! No love. No affection. Just straight fucking and smokin’. He was the perfect opposite of Mackenzie and Franklin. While they expressed themselves with words of love, Leon showed me how he felt by dicking me down whenever I found a spare moment to give him. They all had specific skills that were better than the other which is why I kept them all in my pocket. They all followed my rules to the letter until Mackenzie unlocked a door to a room in me that I didn’t know I had. As long as he gave me what I needed from him, I never cared about my lover’s feelings but Mackenzie was the first man foolish enough to make me believe that he fell in love with me. That temporary loss of my sanity found me dropping my lovers left and right at the hope of having Mackenzie’s dick all to myself! Unfortunately, he made the same offer to other females who clearly knew what he was working with or else they wouldn’t be sucking him dry while I was out and about.

In all “fairness”, I shouldn’t be mad at Mackenzie except that when I met him I told him how I felt about love and that I couldn’t commit to just one person. He said he understood. I guess he thought I wanted an open relationship. Hmm. Well, I would’ve been down for that had he let me in on that idea but Mackenzie chose to keep his exploits hidden which gave me permission to resume the lifestyle I had when I met him. I just had to remove HIM from my life since he couldn’t play by my rules.

As for my other boy toys, I wasn’t sure how much longer I would keep either of them. With Franklin about to become a father, I knew our sex life would NEVER be the same! Thank goodness for Leon!! The man could be cold as ice until you get him naked. And don’t expect to keep it in the bedroom! Wherever there was space, Leon wouldn’t hesitate to fuck me slow up against any wall! Sometimes I didn’t know who was running things! If I gave Leon a command, he obeyed immediately but he was quick to request something in return just as delightfully delicious. I loved the give-and-take of our liaison. With Leon, I didn’t have to play Wifey and cater to his friends or to him for that matter. He only wanted me for pleasure which I happily took from him.

Within minutes of parking my car, I approached Leon’s apartment door as I followed the heavenly scent of Kush in the hallway. Quickly, I sent a text to Mackenzie in response to his calls: “We need to talk”. Knowing that he was on the other end wracking his brain trying to figure out what I would like to discuss, I put my phone on vibrate.

“I hope he didn’t start without me,” I frowned as I knocked on Leon’s door. Even though he said the door was open, I’ve never been one to just walk up into any spot that wasn’t mine or that I didn’t have a key to. Before my knuckles rapped the door a third time, it opened with a flourish.

“You’re just in time,” Leon said as he handed me a fat Kush blunt and a lighter. Without hesitation and in one fluid movement, I removed the blunt and lighter from my lover’s left hand, kissed his right cheek then proceeded into the apartment.

“I can’t stay long. He’s expecting me home soon,” I said as I tossed my purse and coat onto the sofa.

Holding up his hand, Leon said, “Not trynna hear that. Gon’ and light that shit so we can get this in.”

Doing as requested, I happily lit the blunt before taking two long drags. “Thank you! Ooooo I sho’ needed this! How much you lettin’ this go for?”

Shaking his head, Leon said, “You know I won’t sell to you so why do you always ask?”

“My girls keep asking why I smell so good. I’ll be damned if I tell them it’s from YOU but the Kush could help throw off your scent!” I winked as I passed Leon the L.

“You want your girls to give me what YOU give me for this?” he asked as he toked a couple of times before passing the blunt back to me and joining me on the sofa.

“Hell nah!!” I exclaimed. Realizing my reaction may have given the wrong impression, immediately I said, “They can get their Kush elsewhere. You’re all mine!”

“Dammit Rissa!” I thought to myself.

“I mean THIS is all mine!” I said, holding the blunt up for emphasis.

“Mm hmm… Stay here. I’ve got something for you,” Leon said before walking toward the bedroom. When he returned, he was holding a small gift box. “Don’t say I never gave you nuthin’.”

Without looking at or accepting the gift, I stood up. “I won’t because you didn’t. I gotta go.”

“Whoa Shorty, where you goin’?” Leon asked suddenly.

“WE don’t do this,” I said pointing at the box. “We don’t exchange gifts, fluids or feelings, remember?”

“Open it,” Leon commanded.

Not one for conflict, I did as he asked only to be pleasantly surprised. Inside the box were fresh packs of cigarillos and an ounce of Kush!

“It’s not a gift. And if you want that, what do I get?” he asked with a smirk.

Smiling back, I said, “Whatever you want, Daddy!”

“That’s my girl. Now strip naked so I can put this dick in you.”