Jayson

Even as the words escaped my mouth, I knew I was in for it.

“So I had to tell you that sticking your dick into someone other than me is a bad idea?!?” my wife exclaimed, looking like she wanted to throw something at my head.

“No, Baby…” I started as I walked toward her to hold her.

“Don’t ‘No, Baby’, me, Jayson! You actually have the fuckin’ audacity to stand there and attempt to justify your affair? As if I drove you to do it! If you didn’t want to do it, your fuckin’ ass shouldn’t’ve done it!!” she screamed, making me thankful that the kids were visiting my parents in New York for the summer. “Why is the bitch calling the house, Jayson? After however the fuck long y’all been fuckin’ around behind my back, why the hell is she bold enough to call my house to talk to me now cuz I’m not buying her or your sorry ass apologies!”

“Baby I don’t know why she called you. I told her from the jump that I was married and that I would never leave you.” I was near tears at the sight of the pain on JaShel’s beautiful face. I never intended to hurt my wife in any way. What’s worse is JaShel hadn’t said if Tiphni told her more than the apology so I don’t know how much my wife knows without hearing it from me. No point in me giving her the bullet to end our marriage.

What the fuck was I thinking?!?

“Why did you do it, Jayson?” JaShel asked as if she read my thoughts. “As good as I’ve been to you, after all I’ve done for you, why did you destroy our marriage? Why have you been cheating on me?!?”

“JaShel Baby,” I said reaching for her only to painfully watch her recoil at my touch. “It wasn’t your fault. I-I just…”

Tell her the truth before it’s too late!

“JaShel, I love you. I’ve loved everything about you since the day we met. When you told me you were a virgin, I was so happy to know that I would be your first lover. When I asked you to marry me and you said ‘yes’, I was that much happier to know that I would be your only lover. I wanted you to experience all of the sexual pleasures that I was learning about. But you turned me down so much, first to all of the freakier things then to just basic missionary. Until you gave me nothing. I couldn’t even get a hit before I left you alone for a week. It’s been like that for months, JaShel! Baby, I had to look elsewhere for release!”

“So you mean to tell me that I wasn’t freaky enough for you so you had to fuck outside the house?!?” she snapped. JaShel took a few deep breaths before she said the words I dreaded most…

“Jayson, I want a divorce.”