Split Decision
Split Decision
One multiple's tales of falling apart and coming back together.
About the Book
The Cover-Up of a Lifetime
Quirky and creative, 13-year-old tomboy Christina dodged recurring nightmares, fickle friends, contemplating suicide, cruel classmates, and unpredictably abusive parents, only to find herself suddenly confronted with a flood of childhood memories of sexual abuse seemingly from nowhere. Stuff no 13-year-old could just make up — but still — were these foggy memories real?
In the midst of overwhelming emotional turmoil at 16, armed only with those memories, the introductions started: creatures from fantasy coming forward in Christina's head, a strange reunion of the people who had always stood by her side to face her haunted lifetime. This intersected a series of nervous breakdowns leading to a suicidal disaster.
On the other side of the unthinkable, everyone pooled their resources to rebuild their shared life: try to locate their lost marbles, navigate legal trouble, figure out how to work together, forge healthy relationships, fix their broken boundaries, overcome a traumatic past, and plan a worthwhile future. When they finally get some proof of abuse, Christina disappears entirely. In her place are a group of babies, children, and pre-adolescents in desperate need of reparenting.
We are the Crisses, and this is our story of facing our past, falling apart over the years, coming back together — and our enormous Split Decision.
Table of Contents
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- Disclaimers
- Author’s Note: Struggles with Identity
- Introduction
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Heartbeat
- Christina’s PreBirth Tale
- Nothing
- Doorways
- I’ll Face it Alone
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This is the Story of a Girl — or is it?
- This is the Story of a Girl
- Home
- Support Group Junkie
- Emergence
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As Inside
- Fragmented World, Fragmented Children
- A Walk in the Park
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So Outside
- Walking In
- Another Mother
- Flying and Breathing Fire
- Robert and The Light
- No Father of Mine
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Emergence
- Poetry
- Don’t Play with Matches
- Traumatized by Soap
- Names
- Brotherly Love
- Characters
- Letters
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Multiple Moments
- You are Getting Very Sleepy…
- Faceplant
- Baseball Bats & 2x4s
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Echoes
- She’s a Little Runaway
- Run Like Hell
- Escort Service
- Slut
- Cousins
- Slut II
- Bisexual Nymphomaniac
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Reclaimation
- Weaving
- Besties
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Out of Phase
- You Have My Blessing
- Singing at the Kiss Concert
- Cutting My Hair
- Singing in the Hospital
- I Know You from Somewhen
- True Friend
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Multi-Faceted
- Minx & Telré
- Fox of 3 Tails
- The Teacher
- Wilding/Wolfpack
- Hawthorn’s Leg
- Tracy & Almerissa at the Conference
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Without a Trace
- We Will Keep the Color of Your Eyes…
- Oh My God!
- Boxing Day
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Inner Worlds
- Interior Decorating
- Aliessa is Dead
- Long live Aliessa
- 1986
- Ribbon
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Outside Mysteries
- Happy Poet
- Losing Touch, Getting a Grip
- Digging a Hole
- The Wall of Worlds
- A Way Out
- Don’t Forget to Use a Condom
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Past, Present, Future
- Privet Bushes
- Reflections
- Absence
- Nevermore
- Last Man Standing
- A Case for Kidnapping
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Confessions
- Giving Up on Men
- Burns
- Cleansing
- Epilogue
- Notes
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